Don't wanna see or hear

I know that is kinda creepy but I used to draw macabre stuff like this all the time when I was younger  Besides, the reason I drew this is really stupid: the other kids in art class wanted to listen to some really shitty (IMO) music and I was the only one protesting so they pressed play anyway. I thought to myself "I just wanna pierce my eardrums with my fingernails right now" and I did a facepalm. Then this image flashed in my mind  

Watercolor + tombow markers + white gel pen